و أخرتها؟

كل ما قرب

ألاقيها بتبعد

و تسبنى

لوحدى

يا ترى مين اللى حيساعدنى

فى يوم زى ده

مفيش حد يقدر

غيرى أنا

أنا لازم أكون أقوى

أكون أنا

مش حد تانى

مايهمش ساعتها لو كنت لوحدى.

تفتكروا ههرب؟

هغمض عينى

و استعبط

لا ديه تبقى مصيبة

و تكون نهايتى.

لازم أقتح

و ابص قدامى .

نفسى أغير حاجات كتير

فالكون و فنفسى

و دايما بيمنعنى حاجة

أو ممكن يكون أستهبال منى

أكيد أستهبال منى

بس مش عاوزة أيأس

لأنى لو يئست

حتنتهى الحكاية قبل ماتبتدى

Mirage.......

Revolving inside the circle of life,

Searching for fading illusions,

I ignore the question why.

Beyond the truth of that universe ,
Where blinded hearts rule,

And deafened souls command,

I get lost.

Mocking at the core of reality ,

Playing a deducted game with fantasy.

I am determined to surrender.

Nothing is left but;

Deformed features of an image,

Prudent words of a wrinkled mouth.

بخاف

بخاف من الموت
يخطفنى فجأة
يرمينى فقبر
وحدى

بحبك

حبيبى مشى خلاص

بجد حتوحشنى

حيوحشنى معاك الأحاسيس الجميلة الى انت بتعيشهالى

حستناك

ربنا يطول فعمرى

و أشوفك تانى يا رمضان

That Night

hummmmmmmmmmmmmmm
I spent one of the most spiritual nights ever...........It was the 27th of Ramadan.

Yup it was AMAZING ............Beside praying and that stuff , what made my heart leap is the stunning gathering of that no. of ppl , the flow of their emotions towards each other. Hundreds of Muslims (men & women) rushing to the Mosque , lining up in an amazing organized way , shaking the walls with their harmonized (Amens) and helping whoever needs.
The Climax was at the (so7or) time when all were eating like a one family gathering : offering food, exchanging smiles, chatting although it was our first time to meet.

Those shots were like a reflection of the pic in the Paradise ISA.....sure with different standards .
That night influenced me in a magical way leaving that scent of ecstasy which is rarely felt but in Ramadan.

Begad begad ba7ebak ya Ramadan

My First

Every one has his own private world in this life , mine is odd.........This blog of mine reflects what is inside at certain moments . Escaping from the outer world, that rarely understands the individual insight, I would like to create A fair one right here in which I can speak out loud : No matter if I am misunderstood , what is important is to unburden my spirit of words I cannot utter to that entity which they call : THE OUTER WORLD . ........

I don't want to seem ungrateful to those who are trying to listen ....They have influenced me in a hidden way ....... Yet it is not enough for me...........I would like to thank them all : Haytham (my brother),Reham ,Reem,Sally, Noura, Sarah & Taz.....Really guys u' ve touched my soul .........

In My odd world I will just write whatever strikes my head ......................